this show will feature me trying not to fuck up too many parts. i can pretty much guarantee a few flubs, but it'll just get better from this show on. <3
From the distance comparable to miles.
I could only sit and listen.
To the sounds of the life that I once knew
Crumble beneath the surface of the Earth.
I was blind to the fact that any of this could happen.
Backs turned and backs stabbed.
Betrayal of its highest form.
All the while, I could do nothing.
And I blame myself.
All I could do was live my new life,
Life that I now know.
And I blame myself.
All I could do was blame myself.
When your parents are getting divorced, think happy thoughts
Like My Chemical Romance?
"Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts"
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
Aaron and I are planning on coming down this evening. I'll have tickets for the Dying Fetus/Vital Remains/Faceless show if anyone is interested in giving me their hard earned moneys!
my finger is fucking GROSS.....its basically swollen and bruised from joint to tip...and I think the nail is cracked, losing the nail is definitely in my future